Grudgings

I am depressed. Kinda. On one hand, I'm really looking forward to being home, but on the other hand, I think I'd miss life here. The freedom is unparalleled; the fun we have is not what I could have imagined before coming here. ALSO, I am NOT prepared for my last 4 finals, and I just somehow CANNOT bring myself to study. Sighs. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

I've been rather distracted of late.. concentrating has been hard.. I SHOULD force myself to focus, but somehow I don't.. I wonder why indeed.